Time goes rapidly when we were with someone special. But time goes slowly when we miss them so much. Every single day I kept falling in love with you. Never in a day that I didn't think about you. You was like a shine that shining in my brain. Every words you said was making me more liking you. You made me felt hard to leave you, so hard, so so hard.
We fight a lot, yes I do admit that. But you know what, every time we fought, my feeling for you increases. I just want you to know, I hate fighting with you, because I'm afraid I will cursed without even realize it. I don't wanna hurt you. Never because it will hurt me more. I was so happy with you. We did everything together. You support me in everything I did. And you tried so hard for making my dream come true. Thank you.
Every time I saw you, it's killing me, the way you look at me. You made me melt. I swear to god I wanna kill you for that. But it's not your fault. You was created to be perfect for me, that what I thought. And I was lucky that you wanna be my friend. Because you and me? We are so different boy, yes we are! I was more like someone in the dark, no one realize me. While you, every way you go, you'll shine. Thanks for being my friend. And more than that I guess.
But I will be more perfect than you. You are my enemy now. And guess what? that's what make me more loving you. Because you was like the opponent to me. I'll fight everything with you. And I know you'll do the same. If I don't have you in my life. I just fight with myself though. So you know now how much you meant to me. I hope you realize that. If I said bad things to you. I really don't meant that, maybe I'm just not myself that moment.
Bye for now. And gunners I love you.
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